a story told in chronological order. hosted on neocities
Released: 2017-11-02
"Don't Be Afraid Of Dying" Out 22/11/17
PREORDER: https://sadboysheldon.bandcamp.com/album/dont-be-afraid-of-dying
After a year of ever-constant change, set-backs, drug abuse, & attempted suicides, I'm proud to announce my debut album under the allias "sewerslxt" called "Don't Be Afraid Of Dying"
A project dedicated to humanity's need to find meaning & purpose in a nihilistic & dying world, & an excuse to be an edgelord for attention.
I've also been addicted to Girl's Last Tour, read the manga, watching the anime this fall, loving it, find the concept of potatoheads living in a post-apocalyptic world despite it's bleak & depressing atmosphere.
& voila, a Girl's Last Tour AMV, just what this world needed.
Enjoy
Released: 2018-01-03
"yep, i made a amv bc machine girl did it & i wanna be a cool kid also, I made this in under 24 hours both the mix & amv, i have had no sleep, all i can think about is binging on cocaine, rolling on the illest molly & the smell of umi's armpits
this shit is seizure inducing, so if your a pussy who can't handle light than go die somewhere else, in the meantime enjoy 55 mins of pure shit
Also note that this isn't the album i promised on Jan 4th, that is still on it's way
TRACKLIST:
1) Machine Girl - costume / Death Grips - Trash
2) Ferry Corsten - Punk
3) 4 Clubbers - Children (Future Breeze vs. Junkfood Junkies Mix) / Dark Monks - Insane (Steve Murano Vocal Mix)
4) S.H.O.K.K. - Isn't It All A Little Strange (Krazy Nut Mix) / Danny Brown - I Will
5) Under Construction - Umleitung (D-Gor Remix)
6) Lorenzo De Preti - Electric Attack (Klut Mix)
7) DJ Session One - Dreams In My Fantasy (Blutonium Boy Hardstyle Mix)
8) Drugface - Cuntmaster (Honey Buney Mix)
9) Soundgrabber - Acid Fighter (DJ the Crow Remix)
10) Trance Allstars - The First Birth (Traucher Mix) / Post Malone - Congratulations\n11) Machine Girl - Lifeforce / Death Grips - World of Dogs
12) Machine Code - Gatling / Phuture Doom - Doom Terror Corps
13) Phuture Doom - Rites / Death Grips - Lord of the Game
14) Phuture Doom - Epoch
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Released: 2018-04-08
Download: https://sadboysheldon.bandcamp.com/album/interdimensional-snuff-films
"Interdimensional Snuff Films" is a compilation of ideas, concepts, & projects that were never conceived properly.
All of them were "snuffed" & now released for the public to waste their time on.
it's also the last album I will ever make.
It's no magnum opus, but this is all I can offer given current circumstances.
I want to thank everyone for sticking around for as long as I could.
the overwhelming support & love from all of you kept me around longer than I thought.
All the material was fucked around with between February to Early April.
The image was taking during preparation.
Released: 2018-05-21
I don't know why I'm still here anymore
I often like to think I died long ago & this existence is actually hell itself
Some kind of justification for why everything is so fucked up
I don't know what I'm doing or if it even matters if I do it
Sitting in my bath of blood & vomit again, not knowing what to do,
knowing time is still an endless cycle to nowhere
I've been trying to keep myself from drowning in my fucked up head again
I've spoken to multiple doctors & psychiatrists begging for some kind of help, all I got were referrals to some other fuckwit who is horribly incompetent at his/her job as a mental health specialist.
being tossed around like a fucking ball.
Eventually, it dropped & everyone fucked off.
Here is all I know.
I'm diagnosed with schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, & borderline personality disorder.
I have attempted to kill others & myself multiple times in the past, present, & certainly in the future.
I can hear everyone screaming in my head & I can't crush your fucking face
I see them & I cripple
I still have not received any actual help for my disorders.
I get paid to suffer.
In relation to Sadboy Sheldon & the channel, I will no longer be making mashups.
This decision is final.
However I will be making a compilation album to properly signal the end of Sadboy Sheldon.
As for Ponk's Bakery, I will give Yessie permission to archive all the albums I've made under the Sadboy Sheldon alias if he wishes to do so.
The only reason I even found Yessie to begin with was that I was obsessed with Jenny Wakeman during a very self-destructive time.
That was the only reason this channel even exists.
However, I am still the same self-destructive person, I burned my bridges & I cannot be fucked to re-build it
Someone can go forward this to him or something.
Sewerslvt is still ongoing, & all future material will be released independently on this channel & depending on how I feel I may do some other shit with the channel.
I just do not know what to do with this shit anymore.
Humanity is dust in a vacuum
Nothing will ever change
You are the same helpless child you have always been
I need some alcohol, a cone, a wank, & maybe I won't try again
Released: 2018-06-08
All the instumental tracks are done and currently working on writing and recording lyrics for the tracks.
Ill be releasing either singles from this album or b side material that i feel like sharing in the near future. One of those being my own rendition of "The Final Sacrifice" by Swans.
Ill continue to work on this album for as long as i can give a fuck to be here. And it will be released whenever i feel like it. And i always feel like shit these days
Released: 2018-06-18
The second single released from "Starving Slvts Always Get Their Fix"
Inspired by the sexual deviancies that people who like Jenny Wakeman seem to have including myself.
As well as how fixated we can be towards our obsession with her.
The other tracks still need lyrics written & vocals recorded.
Among that, I will be starting another small project in-between.
A small 5 track EP called "The Best of Me"
I watched the Ricardo Lopez tapes recently & found his delusions & obsession to be interesting.
So expect something like that in the future, maybe even before the album is released.
Sanae (Unending Status Quo) will be included in "The Best of Me"
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Released: 2018-06-22
The final solo album by Sadboy Sheldon, as well as Sadboy Sheldon's final contribution to Ponk's Bakery.
I didn't anticipate to still be here, & I find myself lost, very lost.
I'm unsure as to what I should do from here other than stick to my guns & call the quits for my own sake, but not without saying a proper goodbye.
So here is a compilation of unreleased material that was originally going to die with me as well as mashups I decided to remaster giving their significance.
I also want to quickly thank Pyrocynical for supporting my shitty mashups.
All the blokes in "The Atrium".
All of those who may have been worried for my wellbeing after the whole shitty incident that went down.
& last but not least, Yessie for giving Sadboy Sheldon a reason to exist in the first place.
It's only fair that since I'm disowning Sadboy Sheldon that he "inherit" what remains.
Shadman can burn in hell
I will continue to make music under the alias 'Sewerslvt" & I'll be using the name "Mokocchi-Kun" on other social platforms.
Most people call me "Sheldon" & I don't mind if it stays that way, but I will be using this name otherwise.
Discord is Mokocchi-Kun #0311, hit me up i guess.
Seeya
- The good Australian formally known as "Sheldon Sheldon"
Download at Ponk's Bakery:
https://ponksbakery.bandcamp.com/music
Link to entire Sadboy Sheldon discography 2016-2017:
https://mega.nz/#F!hp4QjYqS!zFj13yCBI...
Sadboy Sheldon Archive Playlist:
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list..
Released: 2018-06-26
Death grips releasing instrumentals but no acapellas is just asking for trouble
Anyways lifes been extremely fucking shit these past few days. Im trying to find excuses to stick around. But fuck that. Enjoy this silly mashup cunts xd
Released: 2018-08-08
Download: https://sewerslvt.bandcamp.com/album/sewer-slvt-ep
Artwork By Temmers
https://www.instagram.com/_temmers_/
The original concept for this track was supposed to be like a mashup, I had goreshit on my mind since I was being compared to him. The focus being trying to make a coherent tomoko mashup using her tortured acapella. It sounds ok to me.
Samples Used:
Busted & Blue by Gorillaz
Death Grips Is Online by Death Grips
Linda Is In Custody By Death Grips
Dou Kangaete mo Watashi wa Warukunai by Izumi Tachida
Released: 2018-08-20
Download link: https://sewerslvt.bandcamp.com/track/the-grilled-fishs-ballad-single
There is now this strange sensation.
Comfort but not without anxiety
Anxious of our future's perfection
Something we could share
Something we can imagine
Something we will become
This sensation won't lose its grip
Groping at something innocent but not undesired
Such an ecstasy from feeling powerless
For the right reasons
For the right time
For the right person
You read these descriptions with the thought of concern
You took the time to show me your ideas of compassion
You know who you are, & so do I
I embraced something new I cannot regret
I took on a different narrative & this is who I am
I love you
Released: 2018-10-28
I don't really need to explain given the title, but as stupid as it is losing that meant sometime to me in my adolescence, & now it's gone & I feel like I lost a lot more than just that. In just 30 mins all that frustration and inadequacy ended in a explosive catharsis but after theres just nothing.
I'm on top of a euphoric summit and everything just seems so distant now I know that I've reached my peak, but there's nothing else to achieve, nothing to be proud of, & now I look back at all the time I wasted trying to achieve this euphoria and all the money I spent & all the time I jerked off thinking it was for nothing, I wasted it all, & time like that never comes back.
at the very least I still have the rest of my life to figure out what is worth worrying about, like what's really waterproof or something.
https://sewerslvt.bandcamp.com/album/...
Released: 2019-05-20
This is a gift to you, I still owe you for what you've done for me, the time you spent with me, the little love you did once have for me. I'll allow myself to drown in you once more.
https://sewerslvt.bandcamp.com/album/...
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Released: 2019-11-10
https://sewerslvt.bandcamp.com/album/...
This EP much like infatuation itself, is short, fleeting, and meaningless.
Love was always more important, but you didn't know what it really was, and you drove a lot of people further away from you because of it.
It was all just perfection in your eyes but nothing is perfect, and it never will be.
But that's ok.
Because you will always find someone or something else to be infatuated by.
& maybe you figure out what love is.